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5.25.2005

Fresh Blue Sky ~ Fresh Laundry ~ ReFreshing Day

最近兩晚都發惡夢。

前晚>老師叫我誏讀某篇日文。一行字中有好幾個發音是猜出來的,結果被老師嘲笑,害得我哭著醒過來。
﹣起床後回想夢中的心情,原來自己最怕的不是失去或別離,是被人侮辱而乃至失去信心和自尊。

昨晚>夢到和一位男同學(現實生活中並無此人)一起上學,途中他碰到同學在路邊聊天,我決定走先一步,但居然過馬路時被車撞倒,暈倒在地上。那個相識的男同學居然,「哇,唔係啊話~」然後和他的同學往學校的反方向逃跑。
﹣天啊,有這樣的同學/朋友,死了也算。傷心過度從夢中醒了過來。

平日隨了白日夢之外不會多作其他夢的我居然連續發兩晚惡夢實在有點怪。
對上一次一兩星期前發了另一個夢。對我來說不是惡夢,但對我朋友來說是個惡夢。
夢>在一間無傢具或裝飾的房子裡突然有個念頭想跳樓。想把窗打開之際發現全部上了鎖。一氣之下結果拋棄了念頭醒過來了。


連續兩三星期的陰天後,今日是第一日清天白雲。
我從來不喜歡用乾衣機乾衣服,因為實在太愛在太陽下曬乾。
結果今日開了4次洗衣機,把衣服,床單,blanket etc., 通通洗過後曬乾!心情極皆!
I absolutely love air dried fresh laundry~~~

feelin' good : )

5.23.2005

Trois Couleurs - Bleu

As my friend was flipping channels, I suddenly stopped my friend when I saw Juliette Binoche, and within 5 seconds, I realised KK's Bleu is on air. *gasp*gasp*gasp*gasp*gasp* Not surprising at all, I was glued to the screen although I own a copy of the movie.

I don't remember how many times I have watched Trois Couleurs; I've watched it at least 2~3 times a year since 1995. One of those times, I was so absorbed by Bleu that I watched it twice in a role at night. I never get tired of KK's film.

Once again, I am suffering the aftermath of the film.
My afterthoughts this time is - - - qu'est-ce que l'amour? (what is love?)
- love is not confined by time, space; cannnot be defined by expression; cannot be expressed; cannot be spoken
- love is Desire; love is infinite

***** Song of the Unification of Europe*****music: Zbigniew Preisner
Though I speak with the tongues of angels,
If I have not love...
My words would resound with but a tinkling of a cymbal.

And though I have the gift of prophecy...
And understand all mysteries...
and all knowledge...
And though I have all faith
So that I could remove mountains,
if I have not love...
I am nothing.

Love is patient, full of goodness;
Love tolerates all things,
Aspires to all things,
Love never dies,
while the prophecies shall be done away,
tongues shall be silenced,
knowledge shall fade...
thus then shall linger only
faith, hope, and love...
but greatest of these...
is love.

5.07.2005

communication and understanding

「不用怕 我們會帶你找媽媽」 消防安慰受驚小黃牛
5月 6日 星期五 05:05

【明報專訊】「不用怕!我們會帶你找媽媽!」一頭3呎長的小黃牛,昨清晨6時30分,被晨運客發現被困在荃灣油柑頭山對上一條2米深的引水道內,疑失足墮下無法爬出,不斷哀鳴,晨運客見狀報警,多名消防員接報到場,其中3人跳下引水道拯救小牛。消防先欲以繩索將小牛綑綁,但小牛不斷掙扎,其後消防員用紅色毛氈蓋住其雙眼,再以繩索綁住其身體,在引水道上下共5名消防員合力把小牛拉上引水道路面。正當各人為小牛「鬆綁」時,牠突然發難,其中一名消防員即溫柔地輕撫其頭部,並說道:「不用怕!我們會帶你找媽媽!」小黃牛似聽懂了一般,隨即十分「合作」由消防員鬆綁解困。消防員檢查後發現小黃牛並無受傷,即將牠放回大自然。

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